But on Sunday I am pretty sure is where I heard this quote but I really can't remember where I heard it but it said "we are all players in the game of life." I have been thinking about this a lot lately and I have decided that I really am just a player in the Crazy game of life and I need to take what it throws at me and be happy about it! Maybe it is a good thing that I don't have a job right now and I need to enjoy not working! I just need to find things to do.
The other thing that I have a problem with is I hate being by myself! I always have and my parents always gave me a hard time saying that I always needed to be entertained, and really thats not true I just like having someone to do things with! So I basically need to branch out and make friends so I can fix that problem because lets face it.... Brek is at school and is doing so good so I need to 1. Be able to do things alone or 2. find people to go with me! I am just used to being my social butterfly self ha and surrounded by fam and friends that I can call to go somewhere with me but now I have to be brave and find NEW people.... I am just not very good at that part. I guess thats what I get for growing up in my perfect little town where I grew up with everyone and I didn't have to branch out very far!
Sorry this is pretty much a Venting post and if any of you that read this have any ideas for me I would love to hear them! Thanks for listening to me complain for a little bit! Especially my mom who listens to me complain almost everyday! I love you all!