Thursday, October 22, 2009

...Players in the Game of Life...

I have been really grumpy lately because I get my hopes up thinking "Today is going to be the day!" Meaning the day i get a job. I just get frustrated because I run out of things to do then I get grumpy so I first want to thank my loving husband who puts up with me everyday and always makes me feel better.
But on Sunday I am pretty sure is where I heard this quote but I really can't remember where I heard it but it said "we are all players in the game of life." I have been thinking about this a lot lately and I have decided that I really am just a player in the Crazy game of life and I need to take what it throws at me and be happy about it! Maybe it is a good thing that I don't have a job right now and I need to enjoy not working! I just need to find things to do.
The other thing that I have a problem with is I hate being by myself! I always have and my parents always gave me a hard time saying that I always needed to be entertained, and really thats not true I just like having someone to do things with! So I basically need to branch out and make friends so I can fix that problem because lets face it.... Brek is at school and is doing so good so I need to 1. Be able to do things alone or 2. find people to go with me! I am just used to being my social butterfly self ha and surrounded by fam and friends that I can call to go somewhere with me but now I have to be brave and find NEW people.... I am just not very good at that part. I guess thats what I get for growing up in my perfect little town where I grew up with everyone and I didn't have to branch out very far!
Sorry this is pretty much a Venting post and if any of you that read this have any ideas for me I would love to hear them! Thanks for listening to me complain for a little bit! Especially my mom who listens to me complain almost everyday! I love you all!

2 comments:

Rozalynn and Mitch said...

HAH we are EXACTLY the same.. I know just how you feel babe. Just move back to Idaho with us and me and you can play with our moms everyday!! miss you and I hope I see you soon! let's plan something fun okay so we wont' be grumpy...

Shawn and Ashley said...

hahah oh cute Abbie. Poor little cute girl all by her lonesome :( you are hilarious. You will be okay I promise-when I first moved I was SO homesick..it definitely takes a while. On the other hand I realized a long last message from facebook that I never replied to..I am so bad at facebook these days. I did look at the hospital they are not hiring BUT you should go to intermountain.com if you haven't already or maybe it's intermountain.org they have everyjob listing on their for all their different hospitals and their are a lot!!
Good luck my dear..hope things start brightening up..I know you will be just fine :) Love ya!